I've waited two years for this movie.

The Princess and the Frog comes out next Friday

I can't believe I turn 16 on the 6th of December :I

UGHHHH SO AMAZINNNGGGGG

We got to the venue and the line was so long it ran all the way down the side of the building and to the back 2 blocks down
IT WAS SO COLDDDDDD (as I'm typing now I'm blowing my nose cause I got a cold from standing out there for an hour)

I remember when we were by this alley way, I was talking to my friends and stuff and I hear this guy behind me say "Hey, 'scuse me! Sorry!" and I turn around and it's the dummer from We The Kings <3333 I flipped a tit and then about 5 minutes later Jack Barakitty and Alexander Gaskarth (singer/guitarist for ATL) were behind me, and I passed out a little bit. I yelled their names and they turned around and waved at me and walked to their tour bus for something.

We all got into the venue at 6 and it was so pretty inside


For most of the concert I was up by the right column closest to the stage <3

IT WAS SO PACKED HOLY SHIZ! I couldn't move at all and I was getting freaked out cause the whole crowd would shift and you felt like you were gonna fall over but you coudln't cause there was too many people. At one point Danica fell down on the ground and people were stepping on her and I had to help her up before she died. :I

One thing that kinda sucked was that all my other friends besides me and Hannah were at the VERY front and got to touch Jack and stuff but I stayed back cause I promised my parents that I wouldn't leave anyone behind (by anyone, I mean Hannah) She was obviously VERY uncomfortable. She's a VERY strait-edged religous kind of a person and whenever they swore or anything she looked like she was about to puke or something. I would feel guily when who ever was playing would talk about "putting my hands under all your shirts and feeling your boobies" and I would laugh and scream. Hannah went for We The Kings and I think it was a big disappointment for her cause I think she expected them to be really proper and not tell the crowd about how awesome "sexual intercourse" is.

Whatever, I still had fun, even though some guy was humping me and stole 30 dollars from my pocket and I smelled like pot.

SPEAKING OF GROPING:
When Abi was up front some guy tried making out with her and a guy put his hand down her shirt/inside her bra and was feeling up her boob :I she couldn't do anything about it cause it was too crowded to move her arms. Poor bb.

( picturessss )

One thing I liked about this concert is that there was no excessive fangirling. It was soooo different than the Jonas Brothers. Like when the drummer from WTK and Alex and Jack from ATL walked by, people just waved and stuff, no one attacked them. It was nice.
Their show wasn't scripted like JBs either. I LOVED that. They just did whatever they wanted. No one said their rehearsed speech about diabetes, or jumped over microphones.
Instead, people would throw bras up on stage and Jack would make fun of them. At one point in the show Alex told the security to get the letter some chick was begging them to take. It was written for Jack and it said "When I turn 14 I wanna make out with you." he got so flustered and laughed, it was the cutest thing ever <3

I really don't want to go to another big venue show again. They're fun, but they're not that personal. ATL was a real concert, and I loved it so much <33333

I don't even know why I did this

DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE THIS PROBLEM WITH THEIR HEADPHONES?!

*All TIme Low concert tomorrow!!!!

"The only man who should be allowed to sparkle is David Bowie." - Maddie Dennis

HARRY POTTER WINS

Final answer. I can't think of anyone else I'd rather see play live.

ALSOOO:

I got featured in DeviantArt as one of the 52 most ~inspirational artists!!!!! SO STOKEDDD!

Article here: http://news.deviantart.com/article/100709/

Im so proud of myself <3 it makes me wanna work harder

P.S. I plan to work on another Beatles project soon, kinda like the HUGE one I did before of them in the Pepper gear, but the infamous black and white jump picture instead.

I love my Beatles <3

Haven't drawn anything in a while so I was bored and decided to whip out this :D

No meaning behind it, it was just the girl and she was all hapy and wearing scarves and stuff, but I decided to change it :)

the necklace reminds me of maddie <3

LALALALALA MISSY ELLIOTTTT

If it's me personally, I'd put in various albums that I listen to a lot, one of my sketchbooks, and a few of my clothes like cardigans, scarves, shoes, etc.

Both my parents have created a sort of "time capsule" in our basement. We have boxed of their most ~treasured stuff like my mom's Pee Wee Herman doll and my dad's NUMEROUS amounts of vintage concert teeshirts.

I'm OBSESSED with my dad's concert shirt collection <3 he was so into the 80s hairbands and stuff back in the 80s. Theres 5 kiss shirts, some Led Zepplin ones, tons of Ratt and his favorite, The Scorpions. I'm so jealoussssss. BUT I GET TO WEAR THEM SO ITS ALL GOOD :D

Next Wednesday I'm going to an All Time Low concert with Abi, Annie, Audrey, Danica, and Hannah!!!!!!!!1 SO EXCITEDDDD! I need to find something to wear cause its gonna be HELLA HOT in dat club

I DO have one extraordinary talent
Art is my life, I can't imagine where I'd be without it <3

I NEED TO VENT

So Jake started talking to me again, and said he liked me and stuff but ~wants to take it slow. I don't even want to have a relationship with him again, I just wanna be really good friends with him like we used to be. (cause lets face it, whatever we had wasn't too relationship-y)
I try talking to him, and it seems like he doesn't wanna talk to me :/ I dunno, I'm probably over analizing the situation, but I just want things to go back to how they were where I was comfortable around him and we could just talk about nothing and I'd be entertaining.

Theres tons of stuff I wanna say, but I don't wanna tell the world about it so it just ends up being bottled up inside me and I end up thinking about it all night and can't get any sleep.

I guess I just miss him. I don't really know why, I just do.

Why is there a question about ~romance EVERY OTHER DAY?

Moving on...
If someone is stupid enough to only like someone for how they look has some serious problems.

I know it sounds cliche, but looks really should not matter.

AND WHY WOULD YOU TEACH YOURSELF TO WANT SOMEONE WHO IS ACTUALLY GOOD FOR YOU???
SO YOU'D RATHER GET ABUSED AND JUNK BY A HOT PERSON THAN BE LOVED BY A NORMAL LOOKING ONE?

Society is messsssed up.

This question is making me angry, so I'm going to stop now before my blood pressure rises anymore.

FIRST OF ALL:
If you think I'm skipping days, I am. Some of the questions are stupid ones like, "How are you using technology to prepare for your thanksgiving feast?" WTFFFF what am I even suppose to say for that?!

Since I'm the kind of person that likes to engourge themselves with food stuffs, I'd have to say the power to conjure up any food I wanted with my mind.

Maybe this is the fact that I haven't had lunch yet and I'm starving.

ADD:
I forgot how much I love the movie The Wedding Singer. I don't like Adam Sandler, but in this movie, he's not obnoxious, just sweet <3 I want a guy like Robbie. Drew Barrymore is looooveeeee

"Now let's cut the stupid cake because I know the fat guy's gonna have a heart attack if we don't eat again soon..."

PLUS, BILLY IDOL IS IN THE MOVIE, AND I LOOOOVE BILLY IDOL

And the song "Grow Old With You" that Robbie sings to Julia is the most adorable thing ever <3 I found the song on my iPod last week. It's one of the oldest ones on there.

OH AND PS: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYb83KM4at4 ONE OF MY MOST FAVORITE SONGS

I love the 80s

HARDEST QUESTION OF MY LIFE :I

I seriously would die if I had to answer that. I have 3000+ songs on my ipod TOO MUCHHHH
There isn't like...one album I own that has like...the ULTIMATE songs :(

A better explination because I'm so ADD right now and ~flustered

Every. Single. One. Of my songs has meaning to me. I know how old I was when I bought the songs, what I did when I listened to them, how they made me feel, how they helped me when I was having a bad day, where I first heard of the band, etc.

If I had to only pick one album, that'd be like picking out only one child and forgetting the rest :I UNACCEPTABLE


RANDOM LIFE NEWS:

We started a new quarter in school and junk so I've got some new classes (no art, poopie) and I have speech class (self-explanitory) and its SO FUNNNNN!!!!!!!
I dunno why, but I'm really comfortable with makng speaches. This is highly unusual because everytime I've tried to present something in class or something, I always freeze up and shake.
I'm the only one in my class I think who doesn't care if they make a fool of themselves in front of everyone. Like yesterday when we had to stand and say someting about ourselves. Everyone said something along the lines of "I play *insert generic sport here*" or "My favorite color is *blahblah*" When they got to me I said proudly, "I like mustaches!" and sat down.
Today though we had to do basically the same thing, but we had to go up to the podium at the front of the class. Wile kids talked about their favorite seasons, I said "I like Luna Lovegood from Harry Potter because she carries meat around in her purse."
Next week we have to give a deminstration speech, and I'm doing "How To Style Your Mustache"
LOLOOLOLOL I LOVE BEING WEIRD

maddie come to speech class with me please

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today." 
                                                                                                  ~ James Dean

words I live by, so far so good

/end

Evolving. I don't believe in love at first sight, I believe in "HO MUH GAWD THAT GUY IS CUUUTEEEEE cometalktomeplease" (aka me with gay people)

I haven't had a relationship that I've given another chance (lets all take note here people: I've only been in one relationship, and that was a bust) I supoose when I think of second chances it'd be talking again. Not texting, talking to my face. Make an effort.

I have never been in love, so I dunno how to answer that last part. I hear its cool though. I guess its that swirly feeling you get in your stomach that feels like theres fish swimming around inside you. (I get that, but only when I see people like Neil Patrick Harris AKA MORE GAY PEOPLE)

ALSO: I need to quit being to shy when it comes to boys :( I'm been used to people thinking I'm weird/nerdy and someone you wouldn't wanna be seen with. Awesome. I have no problem talking to boys that are my friends and stuff, but when it comes to people that I like, I freeze up and get all awkward like I would in front of the class. I start talking really fast and my voice gets all wobbly, and my legs shake :(
ONE MO THING: I wish boys would just tell you they liked you instead of being all scared and sending you weird mixed signals. That last part sounds cliche, but its true.

This'll be quick

WHO LIKES RETURNING TO SCHOOL ON MONDAYS?!?!?!?!?!?

Weekends babyyyyy <3

School is a stressful hell-hole where everyone judges you and makes up junk to say about you for their own enjoyment.

ANYWAYYSSSS

So I was at the Mall of America for 2 days buying junk with my parents friends form Florida and my mom. I bought a dress at Urban Outfitters that has a small red calico print on it to DIE FOR and a shirt with a bike on it and some random French writing on it that I need to figure out what says cause people are gonna ask and I gotta be prepared for this stuff.  URBAN OUTFITTERS IS MY HOME <33333333333 THAT STORE HAS EVERYTHING I NEED TO DECORATE MY HOUSE

MADDIE: They had small oval frams and inside them were animals with top hats and mustaches and would say stuff like MR. CARL BARRY JENKINS underneith <3

I bought another flowery calico cardigan thing at Delias and a Sixteen Candles (the movie) tee shirt.

Bought a Beatles shirt at Hot Topic.

Got a Disney/Pixar concept art calendar <3 SO MUCH LOVEEEEE It's nice to see what I'll be doing in a few years on my wall

Gave myself a huge lasceration in my finger from a plastic knife while cutting my breakfast bagle in Starbucks this morining.

The same for sure.

I've always like those nerdy looking people hahah I dunno why. I find awkwardness adorable <3 Scruffy menz make me meeeeeelt. Cute unique clothes. I love a guy in converse and cardigans <3

I'd like them to be musical like me. It bothers me SO BAD when I show people songs, and they don't listen to the words or they don't bother listening and just start talking. When someone shows me a song, I'll stop everything and listen to all the words until it's over.
I would hope they have good taste in bands. Not pop or anything (though this is hypocrytical, because I am a huge Justin Timberlake fan lol) but I wouldn't really care if they did. Just not like....their whole iPod.
Playing instruments is....UGHHHHHHH <333333333 I don't even care what it is. Words can't explain.

I would hope they'd be as quick-whitted as I am, and can easily come up with combacks just as quick as me. I grew up around my parents teasing eachother all the time (lovingly of course) and  think that's what makes relationships work. My parents have never gotten into a fight. They take things lightly, and don't let it bother them. I'd like to continue that with whoever I end up with. It's nice to grow up in a household like that. <3
Good humor also goes along with this. I love sarcasm and randomness.

ARTARTARTART
I hope that they're as dedicated to art as I am, or just appreciate that I love it so much. I wouldn't want someone who thought it was a waste for me to draw pictures everyday and not get a "real job". Art is very very important. I don't know how else to explain this.

I suppose that in the end, I'd have to be with someone like me. We can be nerdy together and be obnoxious at the worst possible times <3

 

UGH GOD I LOVE THE INTERNET

I dunno what I'd be like without my iTouch, serioulsy. I check it ALL THE TIME seriously. Its horrible. I don't get twitter updates sent to my phone like most people cause I don't wanna run up the phone bill (we dun have unlimited texting) so when I get home from wherever I was, thats ALWAYS the first thing I do.
I suppose I'm honestly on Facebook, Deviant Art, and LiveJournal the most. I'm on CallUsFreaks a lot (Jonas Brother community - it's Kevin's birthday today btw hahahah), I use Deviant Art for reference pictures and ~inspiration lol so lame.

I love the internet, too much. Thank you Lord for the internet, you are way cool.

So the other day I FINALLY finished my Water Is Life competition thingy (art stuff) after a week of cutting out 1/2 cm pieces of paper and gluing them down. UGH SO BORING! My back hurt like a mother 'ucker and my fingers got all sticky from the glue, but I'm REALLY happy with how it came out! I dunno even how to explain it without it being boring, but I'm gonna bring it home soon so I can take some pictures and keep it until the contest (keeping my art at school scares me :( I've heard too many horror stories about people who accidently dump shit on contest pieces like mine)
ALSO: I HAVE TWO ART CLASSES IN 3RD QUARTER HAAHAHAHAHA EASIEST THING OF MY LIFEEEEE
Art 2-2 and Multicultural Arts (dropped Spanish to get them suckers, cause lets face it--when will an artist need Spanish?)
ALSOOOO: This means I can enter even more stuff in the art show this year <333
ALSOOOOOOOOO: Dried paint all over my hands. WIN.

I know I constantly bitch about dumb people in my school/minnesota, but I think it's actually kinda good that I'm living and growing  up here. It's not in a big ghetto city with tons of crime, everyone is nice to eachother (minus the homophobes) and it's a pretty okay place...I guess.

I hate to say that I'll miss this town/state when I leave, but I think I will :I I can't believe I'm saying that.

NOT TO BE OFFENSIVE TO THE WONDERFUL STATE OF RHODE ISLAND BUUTTTT....
When me and Maddie were crossing the roads in Rhode Island, I noticed that no one stopped for you, and would surely run you over if you didn't STEP ASIDE BITCH. In Minnesota I feel like everyone's got your back, and everyone is a nice old lady that patiently waits for you to cross the intersection.  Also, when my mom's friend came over for a couple of months from New York City, she was always talking about how caring everyone is here and how we all open doors for people and are so friendly. NOT SAYIN THAT WE ALL ARE CAUSE I KNOW SOME REAL DOUCHES.

But yeah, I wouldn't change anything about myself/my situation because it made me who I am, and I happen to like who I am :)

I dunno why, but I feel like if I knew it was my last night to live, I'd be immensly happy <3 Maybe it's because I'd be surrounded by everyone I love which would give me no reason to be sad. I dunno, I picture my happiness like the ending scene of Big Fish (my faaavorite movie) when everyone from the dad's whole life is there, and everyone's happy to see him and no one looks any older.

I'd spend the beginning night with my friends, running around town, not caring if we get caught, makin my mark on the town. Everyone would be happy to be together, no one is jealous or upset. We'd sing the dumbest stuff we could think of as loud as we could.
For the remainder of the day I'd spend it with my parents and my grandparents <3 I love my family too much and I'd just want my last moments to be with them.

Not saying I'd be suicidal, but I don't think dying would be horrific. No, I don't want to die right now, cause I gotta work at Disney first and become famous with Maddie, and have a family, an awesome house, grow old, etc.

LOL LAST MEAL
I don't like the feeling of being full, but I wouldn't want to be hungry either. My last meal would probably contain some sort of cheese/pasta/cheese and iced tea

THERES A SHE WOLF IN DA CLA-SET
OPEN UP AN SET HA FREEEE
AHHHH-OOOOOOOOO

See these types of questions are like Christmas lists. You know what you want 6 months in advance, but when your aunt calls you on the phone a month before Christmas you have no clue what you want.

I really, really, REALLY, would like to relive meeting Maddie in 3-D for the first time again <3 I just remember whipping off my seatbelt when we got on her street and seeing her ~sillhouette on the screen door and yelling at my parents to "LET ME OUTTTTT, OMG I SEEEE HEEERRRRRR, LEMMEE OUTTTTTTTTTT. SWEET JESUS COOULD YOU GO ANY SLOWER?!?! LEMME OUT HEREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" *and so on*

The rest is just a blur cause I remember smacking into Maddie's lion's mane on the sidewalk and just staring at her while my heart was pounding (cause thats the fastest I've ever run in my life) looking really classy, and prob drooling, cause I didn't know what to say. I just remember walking though her house, and up to her room taking it all in, and not believing I drove 1,300+ miles and was finally there, IN THE ROOM THAT I HAD SEEN SO MANY TIMES ON WEB CAM <33333333

OH WOMAN, I LOVE YOUUUU

I'd want to relive that so when I saw her I would scream and we would just start skipping down the street for no reason and just yell and act obnoxious. It took me until the next day when I woke up on the hide-a-bed next to Maddz and I realized it wasn't a crazy dream (cause that has happened before) <3333 I miss you Maddeh

I would also like to feel what I felt when I saw the Disney castle for the first time. I remember I was on a boat on the river floatin over to the park (the boat was playing 'Part of Your World' from LIL MERMAID) and we rounded a little island of trees and then

I SAW IT

I remember crying.  I thought it was (and still is) the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, next to seeing it at night during the fireworks when the very last firework was that one that arches over top of the castle. I cried then too.

I don't care if people think that Disney is only out for money, and that they are a big machine They know how to make you happy, they know what REAL magic is.

Thank you Maddie. Thank you Disney. You both have created some of my most loved memories that even alsheimers couldn't get rid of <333